Published by Sean on 17 Jan 2002 at 07:41 pm
suffering the beautiful mundane
Its been ages.
Since Christmas eve I believe.
I’ve never been so busy in my entire life, however things are quieting down.
A few highlights:
Christmas Day was horribly boring. I just sat around and watched episodes of Sopranos that I got on DVD for Chritmas. My Dad read, and my mom cooked. Nothing special at all.
That begun the week of socializing. At one point we were up to six people staying in our appartment. We cooked and cleaned for them. Went out partying with them. Loving every minute.
Jason is a married man now. His boyfriend is Jason, and I adore him to death.
Dan married now too. Paul is his name.
Going to the bar on New Year’s Eve was horribly depressing when all my friends had someone to kiss and love, and I was alone. I just swung my noise maker and faked a smile.
I have a new car. A firefly instead of a truck, which is strange. I went from big to small. I absolutely adore my new vehicle though.
I’m back on day shifts permanantly at work now. No more night shifts and drunken nights at the bar the night before working. Thats impossible now with having to be up at 4:00am.
I nearly got fired on Jan. 14. Long story, but due to a technicality from almost a year ago, I’m still hanging onto my job by a single, thin thread.
I have begun writing the novel that will make me famous.
At least in my mind.
Its twenty pages long, and so far I’m fairly happy with it What an amazing amount of work it has proven to be. I’m determined to complete it though!
Then I will share it with the world. Or at least my friends.
There has been nothing overly emotional with my life, appart from the stress of fighting for my job. I’ve just been divulging myself in mundane tasks.
When my novel reaches the supernatural and scary, I’ll begin to explore once again the vast darknesses in life. I can’t wait.
I can’t wait to write more, and that’s why my journal has suffered. All my writing strength has been given to my novel.
Oh well.
I’ll try and share:)
Leo




