I’m vary reluctant to admit when my intuition is at its best. Sometimes I feel and know things that I won’t admit to feeling and knowing. Especially when it comes to very emotional subject matter for myself.

Intuition and sixth sense is a skill I’ve been working on for a long time, and I came to the conclusion that you either have it or don’t. I have it, but instead of clairvoyence, it comes mostly in the form of empathy. I easily know what other people are feeling, and I’ve been told by many people that my skill in life is to make them feel better. However, when it comes to strong self emotions, I seem to have even stronger powers of which I usually deny to others and myself.

What I’m getting at is that for about the fourth time, I knew that Dan came to town before I really knew that Dan came to town. In fact, if you read my previous journal entry you can read about an immense rush of emotions that occured around 10:00am, and have lasted on and off even until now. This just happens to be the time that Dan arrived in town.

More than that though, I’ve noticed my thoughts of Dan increasing over the last few days. Thinking of our past and reflecting on that portion of my journey in life. I remember a couple days ago thinking of a great moment we had and smiling. I was thinking intensly of the positive, not the negative. For the most part my thoughts of him have slowly diminished over the past couple of years, only to return in rushes and dreams right before he arrives in town. If you go way back in my journal you’ll read of a vivid dream I had of him and the unexpected emotional impact, and then his arrival a couple days later.

All I’m saying is that my intuition, empathy, and vision of the future is far from amazing, but it is still there, and hopefully It will increase over the years. I may be a good psychic one day after all…practice…practice…practice.

So, yes, Dan my past love is in town. The man that left me for work and party in Toronto with barely a warning. If you’re intersted in the story, feel free to search the journal. As allways, I wasn’t surprised to see him, and was glad to get a chance to say hi, get a hug, and kiss, and run away home to be depressed.

However, he is moving back to Calgary, a move that upsets me a little, simply for the fact that I never really got over him, he was just “out of sight, out of mind”. Yet another twist in my fate. I feel in the front of mind mind every urge to go after him again, but the back of my mind is laughing and throwing cold water of reality on me. Also, my tarot cards warned against taking actions. In fact they warned to just keep to myself in this matter. Still, you never know what will happen. I will keep my distance, and if Dan comes to me, we will see where it goes. Again, not likely, and I’m officialy typing this warning to myself. IGNORE HIM AND THE WHOLE SITUATION, YOU HAVE A BAD FEELIING ABOUT THIS.

Of course, I’m very bad at following my advice. What fun would going for the logical course of action be!?!?!?!?!

Riding the wheel of fortune is an interesting, and if you look at it from the right frame of mind, a fun trip.

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