I haven’t written much lately, but I’m in a bad mood, so I need rant. First of all, I hate the stupid sun! I have no blinds in my room, so its shining directly on me right now, and I’m sweating from the heat and I can barely see my computer screen.

That wouldn’t be so bad, except I’m trapped in my room. Jason decided that his entire group for one of his classes (and I mean about twenty people) could come over here and watch movies for a project of his. This is all fine and good, except he didn’t really ask me, he just told me. Plus I had completely forgotten about it, so when I walked in the door of my appartment ready to give a sigh of relief and watch all the shows I taped last night while napping on the couch, I was greeted with twenty barely pubescent, loud, nineteen or so year olds. I’m a very shy person, so I ran to my room and I will literally be stuck here until they are gone. Who knows how many hours that will be. I’m just pissed off about it, even though there’s no really good reason to be pissed off about it.

So, confined to my room with the painful sun blaring down on me, making me sweat, I checked my mark from one of my midterms. The one where he gave us EXACTLY what was on the test, and I knew everything and I thought I got a good mark. Well, I did shitty!

On the plus side, I got 47 out of 50 on one exam today in one of my classes. Only five people did better than I did, and only three did as well as I did. However, if I get an A in one class, it certainly doesn’t give me the 3.3 GPA I need to get into nursing.

Speaking of needing 3.3GPA to get in! I’m starting to think that this is totally unreasonable. Especially when most of my classes are requiring 95% to get an A…or 85% to get the 3.3GPA. Perhaps I’m just a whiner, but it just seems way too high! I’ve known people who got higher GPAs than that all the time…how the hell did they ever manage?!?!?!?!

Okay, it doesn’t help when I had four midterms in six days. It makes it extremely hard to concentrate and learn a subject for a test, because in reality, you’re learning four subject all at one time. I think I could get an A in any of these courses if I just had one course, but when taking several courses it seems impossible.

Okay…I’m just stressed because it seems as though I put myself out on a huge line and the world is against me and I’m about to fall off some sort of cliff. And maybe…just maybe…I could get over this shitty feeling if I wasn’t trapped sitting in the hot sun that refuses to just GO AWAY!!!

How long till the shortest day?

Okay….thats two whiny, bad mood posts in a row. I promise not to post again until I have something nice to say.