I worked all weekend. Friday, Saturday, Sunday dayshifts. That equals no bar, no drinking, no partying, no friends, gossip, sex, men, cruising, searching for love. I was alright though. It was strange, but nice to have a weekend away from the bar. It reminds me that going and drinking and dancing is not a neccessity in life. Although, I can’t help but think “What if this is the weekend that the man of my dreams finally comes to the bar, and I’m not there to meet him”

Is that sad…I think so, but I’m not ashamed!

So, life goes on. Work is incredibly fun *sarcastic*. We have three employees that are trying to fill five employees worth of shifts. So, we’re all working every day this week. No fun.

I can’t wait until September to take my courses at the university. I’m finaly going back to school, and I have a friend there for moral support. Someone to slap me every time I think of skipping a class, or to punch me in the nose if I think about dropping out again. I’m taking sociology and religious studies. Yes…truly vocational majors that will certainly gaurantee me a job in my field! *chuckle*

I’m obsessed with reality television more and more every day to the point that almost all my television viewing and dreaming are occupied by visions of other people or myself being followed by cameras and watched by millions. I honestly can’t get enough of these shows! I highly recommend “Murder in small town x” Very interesting show in witch improvational actors become the citizens of a small town, and the contestents are trying to solve a muder mystery that took place in said town. Wonderful stuff. And Big Brother two is fabulous…They all hate each other and there’s a gay guy with too much hair! Absolutely fabulous!

I have a new cell phone! Its great! It has internet access on it, so I can browse the web! And if you email me at Leosrain@fido.ca, I get the message right on my phone! So everyone HAS to email me!

Wow…reality television and worthless electronics…I really am a sucker for commercialism! I’m a postmodern mass media drone…and I LOVE it!

What’s with me today? I know…insomnia…its finaly starting to drive me to insanity!

Must sleep…can’t sleep…must not sleep…

rubber walls

fun

WeeeEEEEEEEEeeeee