I am completely, utterly bored out of my mind! Why do I always look forward to days off of work when I end up wishing I was at work? I actually want to do laundry today, but I have no loonies at all. I’m starving and want to cook, but I can’t seem to find the desire to put a few food items together.

So, this is my first day on the patch! Actually…its my first hour on the patch and holy shit am I HIGH! So far I have no desire to smoke, because my mind is buzzing to much to even think about it! Actually, its kind of fun. However, wish me luck on quiting this time…

Its been probably the most boring week - in terms of things to write about - EVER! The only thing I did besides work, eat and sleep was have a BBQ at my appartment Wednesday with Jason, Jason’s mom, Dan and Alex. Even that was fairly mundane.

I’ve been having troubles sleeping all week and I finally cought up last night. I slept from 7:00pm until 4:00am, and then from 6:00am to 11:00am. So, I’m feeling completely strange from over sleeping. I was actually excited about going out to the bar last night, but I suppose I need to just admit my body needed sleep more than I needed to go out partying. Besides I never have fun anyways. Then I was excited to be up so early in the morning. I had so many plans of being productive. Now I feel like just hanging around the house being lazy…but hyper and unable to stand still. Perhaps I’ll go for a walk somewhere with lots of nature.

Wow! I am REALLY high from this patch! I started on step 2 because I don’t smoke that much and I’m glad I did! I can’t imagine how high the stronger step 1 would make me!

I used a lot of exclamation marks today…I guess thats just how I’m thinking!

Okay…I’m going to write again when I don’t feel so strange.