Archive for September, 2007

Published by Sean on 30 Sep 2007

Superstitions

ERnursey wrote about a coworker who mentioned the “Q” word on a slow day. Hopefully you all know this word. I certainly refuse to mention it here!!! It got me wondering about other superstitions that nurses have. So, I have decided to start a bit of a meme. Here’s how it goes: Simply list all the superstitions that you have at work. Then, tag as many people as you would like. Here are my superstitions:

1. Of course, I cannot say the “Q” word. This is like saying Macbeth in a theatre and it must be avoided at all costs. On a slow night when I’m having a great time, I usually substitute the with the word “peaceful.” I would say, “Wow, this has been such a peaceful night!”

2. I buy my socks in bulk. As a result I only have two kinds of socks: the grey ones, and the white ones. I can never ever ever wear the grey ones to work. Wearing the grey ones will lead to a bad night!

3. I am not allowed to bring snacks to work. The statistics, as of now, are that 100% of the time I have brought snacks to work, one of my patients has crashed and either died or gone to to ICU after calling a code. But, I keep tempting fate since I walk right past the donut place on my way to work–I will never learn.

I’m looking forward to hearing some more superstitions!

Published by Sean on 27 Sep 2007

Grab that Remote!

Hopefully it isn’t too late to spread this message. Oprah is having a special on the health care debate that is raging in the US. Michael Moore will be on the show, and so will representatives from insurance company. All sides will be highlighted. Tune in; it sounds like it will be interesting!

Published by Sean on 22 Sep 2007

Frustrated!

Well, as expected, my first shift back after being off for a week (most of it sick) was absolutely horrible. Isn’t that always the way? You feel rested, relaxed, recharged, energized and newly excited about your profession. Then you walk in and within ten minutes you are reminded of exactly why you keep getting burnt out. 

Some of you are thinking, “what? You haven’t even been out of school a year and you’re using the ‘B’ word?” However, for me, burnout isn’t an end of the road situation for me. Instead, I find that it is a cycle that ebbs and flows over time. 

Last night I had fresh post-op patients, new ICU admits, a psychotic patient, a total care patient, a patient that needed excessive toileting (ARG! I hate walking little old ladies/men to the bathroom several times a night when they are sloooooow!), two others that kept me busy by frequently asking for menial tasks. Yes, there’s nothing like that desperate call from a patient because they need their perfectly fine leg moved two inches to the left! We had one of these conversations:

“Nurse Sean, can you move my leg two inches to the left?”

“Why don’t you try adjusting it yourself?”

“Oh! OK, is that allowed?”

I had two patients on tubefeeds, almost all the patients were on q6h sliding scale insulin, one had a heparin drip that needed to be titrated, three were having low blood pressure issues, two others had low urine outputs, one needed discharge paperwork started, another needed to be prepped for a CT scan. On top of all this, administration insisted that we start lining our halls with new patients even though we were short staffed.

I think if I could choose one factor that contributes most to my burnout, it would be a complete lack of control over my environment at work. I have no say in my patient assignment (I can request a change, but it isn’t likely), so if I feel I have too many patients and feel unsafe I have no recourse. If five nurses call in sick but they still insist on filling up our unit far past capacity, we don’t have the ability to stop admissions because we just can’t handle more. I can’t tell doctors that certain procedures will have to wait until morning because I have too much on my plate. In situations like these, I am simply told, “too bad, deal with it.” And usually very rudely.

So, last night my mind was filled with the question of how can nurses  regain control of their own work environment. The only resolution I could come up with was regarding our union contract. I firmly made the decision that I will never say yes to a contract unless it includes some way for nurses to refuse dangerous workloads. Until nurses have the ability to say “no,” I will not be agreeing to anything.

Sure, this may mean that I never vote yes on a contract again, but I believe nurses have massive pools of power that they never use! Instead, they sit around the break room and complain about their jobs without taking action. Imagine if every nurse decided they would never sign a contract or work in a job unless it gave the nurse more power over the safety of their environment! 

Come on nurses, use your power! If you don’t like something, find a way to fight it! Even if the only recourse is to withdraw your yes vote. 

Published by Sean on 21 Sep 2007

Myths!

I need to get this off my chest. I am very interested in the debate in the US between private health care and public health care. I am a Canadian and have lived under a socialized system for my entire life. I am tired of reading blogs and forum posts that continue to perpetuate complete myths about socialized health care. These are the main ones I hear that I would like to dispel: 

1. You will no longer have any choice over your doctor or what hospital you can go to. The government assigns doctors to you! 

Ok, I honestly don’t know where this comes from! Doctors are never assigned to people in this country!

Here’s how you get a doctor in my city: first, you go onto the website for my city and click on the link entitled, “Doctors that are accepting patients,” secondly, you choose the area of the city you live or work in…or whatever part of the city you want to travel to to see a doctor. Thirdly, you look at the list of doctors and choose one. In order to help you choose the doctor you can look at comments provided by patients of these doctors on how they rate their services. This process of choice is the same whether you are homeless or a millionaire.

As for choosing a hospital, well, they are all run by the same executives and follow the same policies. Choosing different hospitals won’t get you better care. In fact, each hospital strives to give equally great care. Choice is based on location and availability of beds. 

2. The government controls what the doctor can and cannot do!

Please! The government wishes they were this powerful!

Plain and simply, doctors do not work for the government. They are self employed. The only difference is that they send the bill for their services (as do the hospitals) to the government as opposed to the patient or their insurance company.

Doctors answer only to their licensing body, as do nurses and all health care professionals.

In fact, I think there’s much more freedom for doctors. They don’t need approval from insurance companies for procedures. The doctor is in control of what is necessary and it is more likely to be based on the patient’s needs than profit margins. 

3. You have to wait months to get into the hospital or go for procedures!  

Sometimes this is true! But only for minor surgeries that are being done for comfort reasons. For example, if someone needs a knee or hip replacement because it’s painful to walk they may have to wait a little while (but not the exaggerated amounts of time that you hear).

And no, patients don’t walk around with broken hips. If you are in trouble and you need help right away, you get it right away! I’m tired of hearing ridiculous stories of patients who have to wait months for emergency bypass surgery, or years to get their ruptured appendix dealt with. 

Sure, you hear about people going to the states for procedures. However, this is for the extremely wealthy. If someone said to me, “you can pay $20,000 and have your knee replaced tomorrow, or wait a couple months and have it done for free,” well, I’ll wait! Going to the US for procedures is absolutely NOT as common as people think

4. The US has the absolute best health care in the world! People flock from all over the world to have procedures done here.

I hate to break it to everyone, but (brace yourself) all that technology that you have is miraculously available in the rest of the world as well!!!   

*gasp!*

Don’t flatter yourself. All the things you can do in the US can be done everywhere else. In fact, on my particular unit, the doctors specialize in a particular cutting edge procedure. Patients flock here from the US and all over the world to have it done. 

5. If the government runs the health care system, the bureaucracy will run the hospitals into the ground!

Are you kidding? The government is the only place billed. There’s no paperwork to fill out, just a healthcare number to keep on the chart. There’s no billing department to send out itemized bills to patients, insurance companies, etc. The administrative side of public healthcare is incredibly streamlined.

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OK, that’s all I can think of for now. I’m sorry if I offend. I simply am tired of people telling me all about this crappy system I work in when really they are completely misinformed about how this system works. 

Published by Sean on 20 Sep 2007

My Nursing Philosophy

This article is based on a final project I wrote for my Bachelor’s of Nursing degree. I expect to be updating it over time. I have placed this at the top as a permanent tab, but I thought it would be nice to include it here as well. 

During my final practicum of my career as a nursing student, my philosophy of nursing has begun to develop. Until this semester, I was more focused on the skills of nursing and did not pay particular attention to how I practiced. This final practicum has lent itself to the development of my personal philosophy of nursing and a resulting framework. This framework looks at the shared reality between patients and nurses, and expands it to suggest that this reality should be shared between an entire team of professionals and the patient. It also imagines healthcare professionals as acting together to create a barrier between patients and illness.

During a night shift at the beginning of the semester I had the opportunity to discuss a patient’s perception of his condition. I realized that he was speaking of his condition in emotions and relationships. He told me how he felt when he was originally diagnosed with prostate cancer and how this had affected his wife. Unlike a healthcare professional’s view of illness, which is very scientific and objective, his was subjective and fluid. In other words, he was creating a reality for his illness that was his own.

As a nurse, I realized that it was my duty to explore these realities so that I can understand a patient’s needs better. Because every patient’s reality will differ, no two will need the same care. All to often, as nurses, we get stuck in the routines of our jobs, acting as slaves to the clock, racing to complete tasks. I realized in this moment of epiphany what the true art of nursing is. To be an artistic nurse, you must work within the subjective realities of your patients, acting creatively to find a place in his or her story.

However, I realized that nurses also bring a certain subjective reality to their practice. Each of us has values and beliefs that are created throughout our lives and cannot be compared to anyone else’s. We also bring the concrete knowledge of nursing to our practice. Finally, nurses bring stories of patients who have been in similar situations and are able to discuss the similarities and differences with the patient. As a result, when we take care of a patient, we are not only on the receiving end of our patient’s information; we are also sending our own information.

In the end, the nurse and patient create a shared reality that is a combination of the patient’s own view of his or her illness and experience in the health care system, and the nurse’s knowledge, values, and beliefs. Together, they must negotiate the best way to improve the patient’s health. It is my belief that this relationship is created nearly subconsciously. However, if a nurse specifically focuses on this aspect of care, they could work toward creating a better experience for the patient.           

Nurses are not the only people that interact with patients. Physicians, family members, and all other members of the health care team also individually talk with patients, bringing their own knowledge, values, and beliefs into the situation. Unfortunately, the shared realities between these persons and the patient may conflict with every other person’s. This creates a chaotic and confusing experience for the patient, making it difficult for everyone involved to create goals for the patient.

I decided to build my framework around this concept of “shared realities.” However, I also wanted to use a simplified version of Neuman’s (2002) model. Neuman’s model contains multiple layers of complex barriers between the patient and stressors that cause illness. In my simplified version, I simply see nurses as part of a health care team that, when properly used, creates a solid barrier around a patient. This barrier needs to follow the patient through primary, secondary, and tertiary care.

In figure 1 is a view of a model in which each health care professional is utilized to either a great extent, or not enough. The larger the circle, the better their skills were utilized. The lines show that most of the communication travels from the professionals to the nurse and then to the patient. In this model, it is the nurse who bears the majority of the stress of coordinating the team of professionals. It also makes it difficult for the professionals to work together as they do not understand each other’s subjective reality.

In Figure 2 is a view of what I believe a nursing framework (or more accurately, an interprofessional framework) should look like. It shows the members of a health care team working together to create a shared reality between the entire team and the patient. By creating this reality between the entire team rather than just each professional and the patient, it creates a unanimously agreed upon goal for the care of the patient. Having a shared goal would make it easier to share ideas and creative ideas on reaching this goal. The key to making this work is communication. Each member of the interdisciplinary team must feel comfortable talking with every other member of the team, and in turn must be approachable at all times for discussions regarding their patient.

I spent a lot of time trying to create a complex framework for nursing that would show the intricacies of our professions. However, in the end, I realized that by simplifying the model, it made it realistic and easy to follow. It simply states that a nurse must respect the differences between patients, and tailor his or her care to adequately care for their patients. On a bigger scale, a nurse must work, through communication, to create goals with the entire health care team. By working together, we create a stronger barrier around the patient that works to strengthen the barrier between health and illness.

 

 

 

 References

Neuman, B., Fawcett, J. (2002). The Neuman Systems Model (4th ed.). Upper Saddle River, NJ: Pearson Education Inc. 

Published by Sean on 20 Sep 2007

I “Heart” My Own Silliness!

How could I not love the fact that I showed up for work, sniffling, coughing, dripping from my cold, only to discover I made a mistake and didn’t have to work. And by some miracle, we weren’t short-staffed. So, here I am, back at home to enjoy another night watching movies and reading blogs! Sweet!

Published by Sean on 19 Sep 2007

Odds and Ends

I really like the picture I put on this blog. I’m referring to the picture of the nurse on the right that seems to be watching over everything I write. She is hard as stone but appears soft; she is young but is definitely mature; she looks warm-hearted but ready to dispense tough love at a moment’s notice. She has many dichotomies as most nurses do.

It’s as though she is my own personal goddess or Saint that watches over everything I do as a nurse. She follows my evolving practice. She is ready to pick me up off the floor when I’ve had a horrible day. She is ready to pat me on the back when I feel as though I’m really coming along.

Is it strange that I contemplate what a picture on my blog is doing or thinking? I think I’m just imaginative. Any opinions from the mental health nurses out there?

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They say the first year out of school is the hardest. After you’ve finished that year, you’re golden, right? You automatically become a perfect nurse, right?

 I find it hard to believe that in a couple months, my initial year out of school will be done. Some days it feels as though I’m barely ready to pass my very first nursing clinical, let alone be done school and out there working on my own!

I’m in limbo though. Some days I’m treated as the new kid on the block who doesn’t know a thing. Other days, I’m plunged into leadership positions with new staff, graduates and students lined up to ask my opinion. I’m always amazed at how much I know! I really am learning!

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Illness sometimes happens right when you need it to. For the past couple weeks I have felt dopey. My head has been foggy, and some would even say it has been “up my ass.” I have been missing details, moving slowly and struggling to put forth my best effort. And nurses always have to be at their best, right?

So, a few days ago, I came down with a nasty cold. It has forced me to lie on the couch, surrounded by pillows and a quilt, sipping tea, and watching TV. I may still be a bit sick, but my mind feels rested and much MUCH clearer. I feel ready to go!

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I have a confession. I’m supposed to be working on my critical care course right now. I have a test in a few days on the pulmonary system. Right now, I’m learning about perfusion versus ventilation, and what the different ratios between them indicate. I must say, I adore the detail of knowledge that I am gaining. This detailed anatomy/physiology that focuses the main acute care systems is much more appropriate right now than the broad scope of nursing school anatomy.

Let’s face it, it’s nice to know the anatomy of a taste bud, the structure of the eye, and how earwax is produced, but that’s really not what gets me through a shift! This course focuses on the lungs, heart, kidneys, brain, cells, and defense. This is the stuff that I work with on a daily basis—it’s my bread and butter.

I still can’t believe that here in Canada, critical care is so lacking in Universities. Many (like me) spend their entire four-year degree without stepping into or even discussing the ICU or ER. If you want to work there, you need to train for it following your Bachelor’s degree.

Edit: After actually doing the studying, I am feeling completely defeated by pulmonary physiology. This is complex stuff! 

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I have a sinking feeling that this will be ER’s last season on TV. I feel it in my gut. What will I do without ER? I even credit it with sparking my interest in nursing. I highly doubt that Gray’s Anatomy or House could ever do that!

I’m terrified about having that void in my life!

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I hate having to write an entire post twice! Yes, I did indeed type this post twice…ARG!

Published by Sean on 15 Sep 2007

A Woman

My coworker and I were changing Mr. Smith’s attends (adult diapers…I’m not sure if brand names are the same everywhere). He had come to us for a simple procedure. Unfortunately, he had aspirated some of his own stomach contents a couple days earlier and had gone septic. Since then, he had been completely confused; oriented to person only.

*On a side note. It had me that had walked to his room at the beginning of my shift two days earlier, heard audible fluid in his lungs before I even entered the room, and was unable to rouse him except (barely) with painful stimuli. I had to call a code. I hate calling codes on patients that I’ve known for a grand total of sixty seconds.

While changing his attends, the patient was mumbling strange, incoherent phrases that were sometimes inappropriate and at other times simply funny. But the strangest comments were about his frustrations at the woman who was standing beside the bed and wouldn’t stop talking!

My coworker and I laughed as you can only laugh at the strange things confused patients say, did up is attends, turned him and left the room.

About thirty minutes later, another coworker came to me and said, “Something strange happened just now.” That’s never something you want to hear in the middle of a night shift! “Mr. Smith just called on the intercom, but he didn’t say anything.”

“I know” I said with a roll of my eyes, “he keeps doing that. He’s completely confused and keeps hitting the button. It’s getting frustrating!” I replied.

“No no…I know that, but when he called, I listened to his room for a couple minutes. He started talking to himself, which I know is normal…but then I heard a woman’s voice. He was having a conversation with a woman.”

“Did the lab come for the bloodwork?” I asked.

“That’s just it! I went down there to see who he was talking to and there was nobody down there! And the TV wasn’t on. I checked, and his TV isn’t even hooked up. If someone was down there, there’s no way I would have missed them!”

I couldn’t help but immediately remember that he had complained of a woman standing beside his bed who wouldn’t stop talking to him. I was officially freaked out! I refused to go down there alone for the rest of the night! I made coworkers go with me even to hang his IV antibiotics.

YIKES!

Anyone else have ghost stories?

Published by Sean on 11 Sep 2007

Plans

You know how it is… 

You have a busy week, and there’s just no time to blog. Then, before you know it, it’s been three months! And since it has been so long, it starts to get harder and harder to blog at all. We’ve all been there, right?

I have to admit, this summer was not overly exciting for me on the nursing front. It was as though life was on fast-forward. That part of the show that just feels like filler, so you zip through it with no regrets.

Fall is proving to be exceptionally busy. I have started my critical care nursing certification. The first course is physiology, which I am absolutely loving! It skips over the parts of physiology that acute care nurses rarely use (anatomy of the eye or the physiology of the tongue for example) and focuses on the critical systems for survival: lungs, heart, kidneys, and brain. There’s also a unit on defense systems. I love learning the intricate details of life. 

A coworker and I were discussing the ICU. She stated that she wasn’t overly interested in working there because she had heard it described as, “nursing dead bodies” and that she would miss the human interaction. I’m sure sometimes it feels as though you’re nursing dead bodies, but I highly doubt that it is a constant.

Regardless of the level of consciousness of ICU patients, I realized more at that moment than ever before that it isn’t the human interaction that drew me to nursing, but rather my fascination with anatomy/physiology. I also realized that what is great about nursing is that no matter what brought you to the career, you can find a place that matches your desires perfectly. 

I am VERY seriously contemplating heading up north to do some short-term stints in the North West Territories. There a town I’d like to work in called Inuvik with about 3000 people. It’s just above the arctic circle; the kind of place with 24 hour dark in winter and 24 hour light in summer. The town is up near the arctic ocean, surrounded by tundra, in the middle of nowhere. The hospital there serves all the little aboriginal towns in the area (A BIG area). It’s rural nursing at its best! There is a lot of flight nursing in an outpost like that, which excites me even more! So, I’m going to try and contact the management there to see what I can do. They’ll pay for your travel expenses, and they have residences for hospital staff. I’m becoming obsessed with the idea!

The biggest problem I have always had with nursing is that there are just too many things I want to do with my degree!