Archive for March, 2007

Published by Sean on 31 Mar 2007

A shameless Charlie Blog (and or course some nursing stuff)

Charlie is doing great! Even though he has a splint, he’s been bounding around the house. We haven’t been able to convince him that he’s hurt and needs to REST! We went to our vet today to have the splilnt changed (it is now bright yellow…she promised we could have purple next time), and she gave us some advice on curbing his activity. So, we have him on his lead at all times…he’s either attached to the coffee table or one of our belts. And it’s working! He can no longer fly up and down the hallway or chase after us, or practice trying to get up on the couch.

But the real bonus is that it will help us with house training. We will be able to keep an eye on him at all times. No more sneaking down the hallway to go pee!

We actually took him to puppy playtime on Friday. We were worried about him playing too hard (puppy playtime is all about the puppies running around and play fighting), but we knew that the gentlemen that runs it is a vet and would be able to give us advice. Our plan was to keep him on a lead and just hold him back, letting dogs come to him. He suggested letting him walk around socializing, and only holding him back if he gets out of control.

For most of the time he just hid behind my legs (apparently this is the norm for the first couple times). However, he started to interact and play with dogs in the last ten minutes. He didn’t start playing too hard, but I could tell he wanted to. I can’t wait until his splint is off and he can go full throttle!!!

On top of everything, the vet found a lovely (yet massive) yeast infection in his ear. So, we get to put drops in his ear twice a day! Puppies sure are a handful!!! Not to mention expensive.

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My day shifts on Thurs/Friday were chaos! Thursday I walked into a mess. One of my patients was receiving hefty blood transfusions and had a surgical dressing that was saturated despite being reinforced, changed, and reinforced again. The second patient had dimentia and was agitated all night and needed to be transferred to a stretcher, then it was discovered that many of his meds had duplicate/conflicting orders that needed to be organized. My third patient’s meds (about a dozen meds) had been ordered, but not scheduled, so the pharmacy hadn’t sent any up to the unit, and my fourth patient was having pain control issues that hadn’t been resolved.

I just took a deep breath, dug in, and organized! I worked my ass off and by noon, everything was fixed, solved, and settled. I was very proud of myself for taking on an enormous chunk of chaos and fixed it!

Friday, I was sure it would be a good day. I had done so well organizing my patients care the day before that I knew it would be a much better day….wrong.

It started out by finding the dimentia patient on the floor, flat on his back, and covered in blood from all the IVs that were pulled out. He had fallen while trying to get to the bathroom. *deep breath* and called for help! Another patient had a complex discharge that needed to be organized…and on and on and on. Again, I dug in, worked my ass off, and organized everything.

I’m proud of the work I did this week (Sean gives himself a pat on the back).

And now, it’s back to night shifts for two weeks. YAY!

Published by Sean on 28 Mar 2007

Oh what a night!

*Warning: Not a pleasant post…easily nauseated folk beware.*

It hasn’t been an overly good week, and a quick read through the obituaries proved that thought. I was able to point to the patient we lost this week in an ugly code situation.

It was one of those nights where we were understaffed and spread thin. We all had more patients than we were supposed to, and we had no charge nurse. Things just weren’t flowing the way they were supposed to.

At about 01:00, one of the nurses (who was precepting a student that had just left to buy coffee for everyone) came to ask for help cleaning a patient. Three of us walked in there, and I’m pretty sure you could see all our jaws drop.

The patient was bleeding out. She had just had a large melena stool, which to be honest was much more appropriately described as frank blood. Nobody said a thing, but we all knew this patient wouldn’t last the night.

While we were changing the sheets, the patient, and the floor, a med student walked in, took one look, and immediately left. He was oozing panic. He sheepishly came in a couple minutes later and watched as we parading in front of him all the evidence that this woman was in trouble.

“Exhibit A: Attends saturated with blood”
“Exhibit B: The suction canister full of blood. Someone had set up a yonker to help clean faster”
“Exhibit C: The patient…notice her pale face and laboured breathing?”

Her nurse, by far the most experienced nurse on the unit, demanded that he get the senior resident.

“But he’s in the OR!”

“Get him or we’re calling a code” Was her response.

Apparently, a debate followed in the OR. The senior resident was adamant that they go see her, “It’s my patient, I can’t just ignore her when she’s dying.”

“Whatever, let them call the code so you can finish here and not worry.” Was the attending surgeon’s position.

Fortunately, somehow, the senior resident prevailed and came to care for the patient.

I was on the phone with the blood bank trying to get five units of blood STAT (getting yelled at for not knowing if her type and screen was current) when I heard someone yelling “code blue, code blue.”

I hung up on nasty blood bank lady and called a code blue, amazed as always at how fast the announcement is blared over the loud speakers. Even more amazed at how fast there were thirty people around her bed.

Amongst this, I squeezed my way to the front to check for her type and screen bracelet. I took a glance at her…there was blood pouring from every orifice. I returned to the desk to call the blood bank, only to find out the blood was on the way. They are fully aware of how current the type and screen is thanks to the magic of the computers we all have access to…so she had processed the blood and sent it. Seriously, is an emergency situation the time to verbally abuse someone unnecessarily?

The patient didn’t last long after using the rapid infuser to give her five units of blood practically instantly. The whole time, she just kept mumbling, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” She hated being such a bother.

*sigh*

Wrapping the body was unpleasant. She was covered in blood and we needed to use the yonker again and again to clear pools of blood. The code team has even left her airway in since every time they removed it, blood poured out. Not a problem…nothing a yonker couldn’t help.

But still, it was, as usual, the most spiritual and serene part of my job. We removed her Foley, PICC, femoral line, and IV. We washed her body and hair, we positioned her pleasantly…all with more gentleness and care than with a living human. There is always a pure peacefulness in the presence of a body…A sucking void of calmness.

We sent her off with porters on a cold steel stretcher bound for the morgue. She was gone, and our night went back to normal. Our routines carried on as though nothing strange had happened. We filled out our charts, entered data into the computer, emptied urinals, and dispensed morphine.

And twenty minutes later the bed was cleaned and filled with another patient, who will never know the chaos that occurred in her bed only minutes ago.

This is approximately when the student came back with coffee and casually said, “where’s my patient?”

Published by Sean on 28 Mar 2007

Interesting Article!


Why I’ve lost all faith in myfellow nurses
byBETHANN SIVITER
Daily Mail
27 Mar 2007

NEVER had I been so frightened. After two weeks of persistent chest pain, I suddenly found myself lying in a hospital bed at night feeling very, very sick. My pain had become intense and inescapable, cutting through to my back and intensifying every… read more…

Published by Sean on 27 Mar 2007

Poor Charlie

So, last night Charlie had his first venture into emergency vet care. While running after Charlie while playing, Richard managed to step on his front left paw.

I have never heard a dog yelp so loud and long! We waited about an hour to see if he would “walk it off” and start doing better. When he put wait on it at one point he started yelping long and loud again. So, we scooped him up and ran to the vet.

$600 later he had a big blue cast on his leg, which makes him look even more cute and innocent (pictures to follow later today). Unfotunately he’s still a little devil!

We were told to limit his activity and make sure he stays off his splint. However, he’s convinced that nothing has changed and keeps scooting around on it…arg! How do you convince an 12 week old puppy to stay off his feet?

I’m MOST sad because he was scheduled to start puppy classes tomorrow and now that will have to be put on hold for five weeks when the splint comes off. I was looking forward to seeing him jump around and play with other dogs.

*sigh*

Published by Sean on 13 Mar 2007

The RN of the Future.

It has been a while since my last post and THAT’S OK! It was a fairly busy/rough week. I worked two day shifts, followed by four night shifts. The day shifts were crappy due to understaffing, and the night shifts were even worse due to even harsher understaffing. I was spread so thin that I just could not give adequate patient care. I was in survival mode (meaning patient survival). It was one of those nights in which you do the bare minimum that will keep your patients alive, and prevent them from getting worse. Vital signs aren’t done as often as I like, repositions weren’t done as often as they are necessary, trachs got dirty, diapers stayed wet, and pain issues were barely resolved.

At the end of the night, my patients were alive…and weren’t sicker. However, that’s really no way to be a nurse. “Survival mode” nights really show me that the true meaning of nursing is to progress a patient further toward their optimal achievable health (rather than stagnating by giving them minimum care). In fact, everyday when I’m trying to organize my work, I try to ask myself, “what is one thing I can do today to get this patient closer to discharge?” If I can do all hands-on work, put out fires, chart, organize care, and still do something that progresses them, I know I’m nursing the way I would like.

But when you walk in for a shift, and half the staff has called in sick, or cancelled their shift, or has quit, or has forgotten that they work…it makes nursing as describe above nearly impossible.

*sigh*

Here’s how I see nursing in the future: Instead of working for hospitals, nurses will work for organizations similar to travel nursing companies, or perhaps nursing professional bodies. Nurses are commissioned by hospitals (not doctors…as that would make doctors our direct bosses…there’s enough issues there already without making it worse) to care for patients. The nurses would be paid PER patient, not per hour, with every additional patient costing the hospital more So, for example, I would be paid $100 per day for one patient, $210 for two patients, $330 for three patients, $460 for four patients. Each additional patient would be $200…so a six patient load would cost the hospital $860 per day. In this sense, I could choose to carry any sized patient load I desire. If I only want one patient, sure! If I want six, sure! I get a lot more money for extra patients due to the increased stress it causes. Plus, since each extra patient costs the hospital more and more, it would create desperation for them to keep patient loads to a minimum.

To carry this further, I think there should be a primary nurse philosophy around these patients. What I mean is that the Registered Nurse is there from Mon-Fri days and works in more of an organizational capacity; coordinating care, teaching, assessing, etc. Much of the hands-on work is performed by students, NAs, and LPNs (who’s scope of practice would be advanced further in order to accomodate the RN’s new job description).

A day would look like this:

07:00 - Review patient’s current blood work, care incidents from evening/nights, examining vital signs, assessments, charting from last 24 hours. Preparing a tentative plan of action for the day.

07:30 - Rounds! Visit each patient, spending as much time as possible with each (meaning hours if necessary!). A full head-to-toe assessment, assist with hands on tasks if necessary (usually in the capacity of teaching staff/students/patients), psychosocial analysis, discharge planning, emergent care needs, family discussion.

09:30 - Meet with doctors (or review their charting), respiratory therapy, physiotherapy, social work etc. etc. etc. regarding patients. From these meetings, care needs are further developed.

12:00 - Lunch

13:00 - Meet briefly with LPNs/NAs/students to discuss emergent care needs, and any changes to care plans as per meetings with patients and interdisciplanary team.

14:00 - Using a formal system, communicate a detailed plan of action for patients that focuses on rehabilitation and works toward progressing the patient to discharge.

15:00 - We can go home, but we each have offices (cubicles?) onsite or offsite that we can go to if we need to do research, have meetings, etc. etc. There are secretaries that keep track of our patient loads and bill the hospitals for us. We can also take this opportunity to follow up on patients who have gone home, answer voice mails/emails etc.

Learning is very much encouraged in these offices. Perhaps we have a weekly patient presentation where everyone presents their patients to the group and ideas are passed around and formed. Perhaps someone just conducted research or read an article that would benefit your patient.

During the day, we are available at all times to teach students/LPNs/NAs/patients procedures. We are available at all times to see our patients regarding psychosocial needs. We are available at all times for emergencies.

In addition, there are RNs that are specialists in being charge nurses. They work days/evenings/nights in a charge capacity. Much as they do now, they are the traffic controllers of the unit. In the evening/night, they are similarly available for ermergencies/psychosocial issues/teaching. They also act as a resource and specialist in the practical aspects of nursing and can offer advice. Some units may need two charge nurses at a time. They are paid a VERY nice salary (i.e. $200,000 per year or more). They are the cream of the crop and have experience up the wazoo! Perhaps they have taken a certification course to become a charge nurse…it would be a specialty. Nurses would strive toward being a charge nurse as it is the most revered, and highest position they can hold.

Our days are very flexible and do not necessarily have to go as mentioned above. If you are unavailable to see your patients until afternoon due to meetings or conferences, that’s OK! The charge nurse is there in case of emergencies. Our days flow as needed, and as per our necessary schedule. We are professionals, and we are given the freedom to work as though we were!

Our days are a bit longer, but they are more flexible, they are more professional, we’re better paid, we’re treated with respect, we keep regular office hours, we work TO OUR FULL SCOPE OF PRACTICE!

Anyway, this was just off the top of my head…and it is actually what I thought nursing was before I started my degree. Honest! I thought LPNs and NAs did the majority of hands on work, while RNs worked on organizing care and coordinating health care professionals. Trust me, it came to me as a shock to discover that RNs actually changed the diapers and washed patients.

Seriously…you can laugh at me! I don’t mind!

Does anyone diagree/agree/want to add onto my vision of a future RN?

I see doctors taking a fairly background role. What I mean, for example, is that the surgeon performs the surgery and then more or less transfers the care to RNs. The docs still do rounds everyday and are contacted for emergencies, but the RNs take on much more responsibility for the organization of care after surgery, only consulting doctors when necessities are out of their scope of practice. There should be an effort to respect the RNs care plan. The surgeon specializes in the specific procedure, but the RN specializes in the recovery, and the doc looks to him/her for suggestions. Make sense?

In the mean time, I feel that nurses must take a stand. Very specifically, I think nurses need to start refusing to care for increased patient loads. For example, on days shifts on my unit, four patients is considered the max. So, if I walked in and saw six or seven patients assigned to me, I would just refuse to care for all but four.

If all nurses refused to take on dangerous patient loads, hospitals would have to block beds, limiting the number of patients they could admit. Doctors would have to make tougher choices on who is/isn’t treated for their illness. Then, down the road, there would be a greater focus on health prevention so that doctors won’t have to tell people with heart disease/cancer that they can’t be treated because there’s nobody to care for them.

We’re people, not angels! We need to accept our limits and not try to dangerously stretch ourselves to exhaustion. Something in this system needs to break…and WILL break soon.

Sean

Published by Sean on 08 Mar 2007

So tired…

I’m so tired!

Puppies are a lot of work. I’m starting to understand the pain of having a newborn baby. I have to get up several times a night to take him to his potty matt. When he’s awake, I need to watch him 100% or he will pee/poo in the wrong spot, or chew things up. I always have to think about how I act toward him, or react to his behaviors, because it could have an effect on him forever.

Fortunately, unlike a baby, I can leave him alone and go out. Even better is that in several weeks he should be completely potty trained. Then, I will need to buy a carpet cleaner to get rid of some of his accidents…ugh!

The only downside is that I can’t put him in front of the television and have some alone time. He depends on me for almost all his entertainment. Thankfully, he’s learned to play fetch already. Playing is much easier when I can stay still and he does all the running.

I adore our walks together. I slap on my Sirius radio, listen to OutQ or the Broadway channel and walk walk walk. I just wish Charlie was a little bit better at going for walks. He can be so stubborn and defiant! He occassionally will stop or get distracted and refuse to go anywhere.

His first Vet appointment is on Tuesday! He’ll be getting a full exam and a vaccination booster. I can’t wait to take him! It’s so fun seeing him going through all sorts of new experiences. I’m also signing him up for a Bright Puppies class. In this class there’s some basic fundamentals like housetraining and stopping them from nipping/biting etc., but for the most part it’s just a chance for them to run, play, and socialize with other dogs and people. They even do interesting things like play CDs of thunderstorms so your dog isn’t afraid of them when he/she grows up.

He definitely needs the outlet for all his energy! I feel so bad on the days where Richard and I both work day shift and he has to be alone for several hours. When I get home, I can tell just how much energy he’s built up!

Anyway, I just thought I would write a little more about my new “baby.” I can’t wait until he gets a little bit older and more controllable.

Published by Sean on 04 Mar 2007

Charlie

I would like to introduce everyone to our new baby. His name is Charlie! He’s as bratty as he is cute! We’re up several times a night so he can pee (occassionally in the right place even), and he whines and cries whenever we leave him. Fortunately, he’s a very smart puppy and is learning very quickly!!! We are very exhausted parents though…

He’s 8.5 weeks old (Born January 2nd 2007), and is a crass between a Shetland Sheep Dog and a German Klein Spitz. His mother was 14 inches tall, and his Dad was 7 inches tall…so he should stay fairly small.
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